Wednesday, June 02, 2004

100 Things About me 

1) i have had ten miscarriages 2) i have two healthy children 3) i have two sister who are much older than me 4) Marcie is 14 years older 5) Vanessa is 11 years older 6) my mama died 4 1/2 years ago 7) i lived with my grand parents until i was 8 8) i have Dissociative identity Disorder 9) i won an award in accounting in high school 10) i graduated in the top 5 percent of my high school class 11) i left college because i had a nervous breakdown 12) i started dating J when i was 14 years old 13) i graduated from high school a year early 14) i cannot have a clitoral orgasm 15) i had a really sucky childhood 16) i draw disability because i am nuts 17) i once walked off and left my car when it broke down and never went and got it 18) i have sold my blood for money 19) i hated high school 20) my son has autism 21) i have high blood pressure 22) i lost 48 lbs when i was pregnant with my son 23) my favorite food is spaghetti 24) my favorite color is orange 25) i have given my last dollar to a homeless person 26) i will pick up hitch hikers if i don't have my kids in the car 27) i have hitch hiked all over the state 28) i own a 79 camero 29) i have never had a speeding ticket 30) i will eat venison 31) i will not eat liver 32) i hate to have my wrists touched 33) i have had a gun pointed at me 34) i am very clumsy 35) the first time i willingly has sex i was 12 36) i have 4 tattoos 37) my first car was a Buick Electra, it was huge 38) i wrecked it at least 10 times 39) i had my nipples pierced 40) J decided he didn't like them pierced 41) i let them grow up 42) i have been sexually intimate with 4 women 43) my greatest purely sexual fantasy is to be triple penetrated 44) in my freshman year of high school i got over a hundred pink slips 45) i could forge my mother's signature effortlessly 46) i once snuck out of school to attend a funeral 47) i got caught 48) i met J after i snuck out of my house 49) i very much hope that my children do not turn out like me 50) i left home at 17 51) i moved in with J at 18 52) i called off our first wedding 6 days prior to the day it was to take place 53) i was born on the 6th of January 54) i bought beer for myself and my grandfather before i ever started preschool 55) i went to work the day after i turned 16 56) my jaw has been broken 57) so has all of my fingers 58) and toes 59) and a couple of ribs 60) and my wrist 61) and my ankle 62) i twirled the rifle in high school 63) i can play the trombone 64) i can't whistle 65) my second and third toes grow together on both feet 66) i took allergy shots as a child 67) i took ballet as a child 68) i have slept in my car because i had no where to go 69) i am often a fearful person 70) i try to cover it up by acting fearless 71) i was about 40 lbs underweight when i met J 72) i am afraid of very religious people 73) i am afraid of bugs 74) i hate the smell of bleach 75) my favorite comedy is a toss up between the South Park movie and Jay and Silent Bob Strike back 76) i saw Kid Rock in concert 77) i wore braces when i was a kid 78) i have naturally curly hair 79) i was a phone sex operator 80) my sister and i sell sex toys 81) i collect butterflies 82) Gerber daisies are my favorite flower 83) it bothers me that i can't remember what my mother's favorite flower was 84) i had a man offer to pay me to be his mistress when i was 18 85) i am afraid of people in authority 86) i once pissed on a girl's clothes because she made me mad 87) she wore those clothes the next day 88) i read playboy 89) i didn't really like the story of O that much 90) i like the Beauty Trilogy a lot 91) i worked as a photographer 92) i love Gone with the Wind 93) i cannot draw 94) i cannot sing 95) i love to dance 96) i do not get along with my father 97) i have never stolen anything from a person 98) i did once accidentally steal a scrunchie from Walmart 99) i desperately want to go back to school 100) as i write this i am terrified i am pregnant

angel sighed at 6/02/2004 06:21:00 PM